why am i missing

IT IS ME…….MISSING………REAL MISSING….
I WAS MISSING……I AM MISSING…….AND I WILL BE MISSING……FOREVER…..
WOULD YOU LIKE TO KNOW WHY AM I MISSING???????
WELL …WHEN I CAME TO THIS WORLD , I WAS CRYING WHILE OTHERS WERE LAUGHING AND SMILING…..WHICH MADE ME THINKING …….WHY???????
I CAME TO THIS WORLD AND I WAS ALONE …..STRANGER……A BODY WITH A SOUL……I WAS SHOUTING……(WHAT AM I??......WHO AM I???.....WHERE AM I ??.....)
SIMPLY I WAS LOST IN A BIG STRANGE WORLD …..I DIDN'T THINK THAT I WAS IN THE RIGHT LOCATION…….THAT'S WHY I AM MISSING……………
DO YOU WANT TO KNOW WHY AM I MISSING??????
BECAUSE I AM TOO LATE TO TEALIZE THAT I AM MISSING…..
BECAUSE …..I LOST TOO MANY THINGS……..
I AM A MISERY PERSON…….THAT'S WHY I AM MISSING……..
BECAUSE ….I AM A MISFIT……..WHICH CAN'T LOOK INTO OTHER'S EYES………THAT'S WHY AM I MISSING………
BECAUSE …..I AM A MISFORTUNE….WHENEVER….WHEREVER…….THAT'S WHY I AM MISSING……..
BECAUSE ….24 HOURS A DAY I FEEL MISGIVING…….THAT'S WHY I AM MISSING……..
BECAUSE SOME OF YOU SAID TOME ONCE…..(YOU ARE MISJUDGE…..)
THAT'S WHY I AM MISSING………
BECAUSE……I AM INDEFINABLE……THAT'S WHY I AM MISSING…….
BECAUSE…..NOONE CAN UNDERSTAND ME…….
NOONE CAN NOTICE THAT I AM ALIVE…………
NO ONE CAN HEARD MY VOICE……………….
THAT'S WHY I AM MISSING…………………
DO YOU WANT TO KNOW WHY I WILL BE MISSING????
FOR THE REST OF MY LIFE???????????
BECAUSE I AM A HIGHLIGHT OG MISSING STORY…….MISSING EVENTS……….MISSING FEELINGS……
BECAUSE ONCE I TRIED TO HID………..TO HID FROM THIS PLACE …..THIS SCARING WORLD…..
AND THEN I COULDNOT COME AGAIN……..
THAT'S WHY I AM MISSING…………
HELP ME……TO COME TO THIS WORLD AGAIN……NOT TO BE MISSING…………
I WILL BE MISSING FOREVER……..UNTIL I DIE………UNTIL I WOULD BE A PART OF SAND…………I WILL BE MISSING FOREVER……….
(YOU ALL ARE HEARTLESS………BECAUSE YOU COMPLETELY MISSED THE POINT OF WHAT I WAS SAYING….)
THAT'S WHY I AM MISSING……..